I had a sense of doom
I had ended a severely dysfunctional relationship with a man who had mental/emotional problems a year earlier. I ran into him again a year later, two weeks after the death of my grandmother. I was very depressed, lonely, empty, numb. We saw each other for about six weeks. A month after I ended it, I found out I was pregnant and had chymidia. I had been on three different medications at the time.