Why couldn't I have been stronger?
I really didn't think it was for the best. How could that be, killing a baby? How could I ever have done something like that, I will never understand.
When I went to have the abortion they told me I was 10 weeks along, but the doctor at the hospital told me that I was 13 week[s] along already and if I still wanted to go along with it. I told him if I could tell my husband who was waiting for me outside in the waiting room with my son.