Setting Other Women Free

  Stephanie
Texas,  United States
 
  I had an abortion because I felt there was no hope.  I let another influence me into thinking that this was the best for all involved.  I went to the abortion clinic.  I do not remember much from the initial event, other than pain.  I was required to come back for a check-up, and this is the event that most bothers me.  When they called my name (first name only) I got up and went back.  They performed another abortion without verifying who I was.  This really hurt and caused a lot of bleeding.  Because I was only a few days past the first procedure, the clinic panicked.  All of a sudden, they treated me like a person, not a procedure.

Immediately after, I became withdrawn and wanted to hide from life.  I met a guy and married him three days later, walking away from my entire life.  This began a two year journey of drugs and alcohol.  I was extremely angry and distrustful of people.

As time went on, I did not want to live this way.  I planned an escape from my current situation and got away.  After a while, I met my husband and had a son.  This is when reality came crashing in on me.  After the birth of my son, I held him and cried for weeks, realizing what I had done.

I began to seek God and His forgiveness.  I found the most help and forgiveness when I brought others into my healing journey, Through Freedom ministries and studies.  Completing a retreat and an in-depth study has brought a fulfillment of healing from God and from myself.

I have a passion to see other women set free from the bondage of abortion, and that is why I am silent no more.
   
   
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