It's taking a long time to rebuild my self-esteem

I was unmarried and an immature person not ready to handle the responsibility of a child. People involved were my boyfriend and two friends.

It was scary and a most horrible experience and uncaring by all people involved at the clinic.

It killed my baby and caused me to have extreme guilt shame and low self-esteem. It has hurt my sexual relationships.

I have been in counseling with an Open Arms group. It has reduced my guilt greatly so far.

I believe it hurt my self-esteem so much so I had problems dealing with other people. It's taking a long time to rebuild my self-esteem.