Give Me the Peace

  Graciela
United Kingdom,  United Kingdom
 
  When I was young and naive, I had a relation with a married guy. I was virgin and I didn't know what to do. In my first experience with sex, I became pregnant. I didn't want to have the baby because I was young and I did not want to be judged by my family. I wanted to hide the sin and not be judged by other; I thought that doing the abortion was the correct thing to do at the time.

When I was older with two kids, I started a relation with a single man; I thought that he loved me and will married me, but when I was pregnant  again, I realized that I was only a night out for him. I needed to face the reality again of having a baby that I did not want and also I having to confront my family with the shame. I was living with my parents and my two kids and I didn't want to give them another shame—I was coward and I didn't want to face the truth of my sin—just hide it and abortion was the easy way out.

But now, years later, I'm starting to feel depressed with no reason. I start punish myself and I have not stopped that since my abortions. Please God forgive my sin.  I repent it for what I did in the past. Give me the peace that was stolen from me because of my behavior and help me to help others in my same situation.    
 
   
   
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