I am a voice.....where can I speak?
Comments: Journal 11-29-03
"The Call was truly A CALL...not an event...but it is something in the spirit...a call in the spirit from God. I heard Him saying where are those who will intercede and intervene on behalf of the innocents? I heard Him call to a nation for surrogate mothers, in the spirit, who will weep and mourn for the children whose earthbound parents have not yet repented. Who will bow for them? Who will defend the innocent in a world where the government has sanctioned their slaughter? Who will GO? Who will SPEAK? Who will STAND? I moaned and travailed and cried out to God. Naked before Him I represented all us Mothers who believed the "Lie" of abortion, we who "participated" in the slaughter of our own children and we lived to regret it....can my heart break any more? Oh God, what have we done?! Here I was surrounded by a Nazarite generation, consecrated and set apart by extreme devotion and extravagant worship to the King. It is they that are answering "the Call" going out today. Even though it is their generation that was targeted by abortion, here they are surrendering after surviving the war on the womb. They have to rise in this hour because the Call went out to the parents and to the adults of our generation and went unheard or unheeded. Did we hit the snooze button on a generation?
Here they are before me, our youth, preserving their own generation being led by the Spirit...being Fathered by the Father of the Fatherless...leading our Nation to Mercy and Freedom. My heart broke as I became aware of how deeply we wounded and crippled them as a generation. They are but a "remnant" of what God had planned for them, yet our Nation’s future rests on their strength to carry the Call forward. Who will make a way for them? Who will cross the Jordan ahead of them and carve a path? Are we ready to strengthen them and release them into their callings? We are the strength, we can mentor, lead, Father and Mother them in the spirit, teach, reach, anoint and release...can you hear what the Spirit is saying to the remnant? God open our ears to hear...give us a heart for the remnant generation!! I could feel my forehead beginning to bruise and bleed, as I pressed my head into the ground. I wanted to press, press, press with such pressing, pressing, pushing into the heart of God while crying out for
His mercy over our blood soaked nation. We have to be desperate to have His heart on this ...impart your broken heart into us...that we might be passionate, relevant and effective. Make us a voice - an impeachable voice - as one calling from the remnant...Oh God...what have we done ?! Oh God, what have we done?!"
This is my journal entry after attending "the Call Texas" (see www.thecalltexas.com for more information).
I am a voice.....where can I speak?