There is no second chance
I was not living close to God at the time of my decisions, although I was raised in a Christian home with my father being a minister.
How I came to have the abortion was even though I was using the I.U. Device (Dalkon Shield) after my 5th child was born, I found I was again pregnant when he was about 10 months old. Somehow mentally I was not ready for another baby yet. So we decided for the abortion.