I hated the doctorI just did it without confiding in anyone as I did not trust anyone enough to ask for help. I talked to a counselor who did not offer any alternatives and did not give me truthful info. (1 1/2 years ago.)
I was paralyzed and reacting in a crisis situation. I felt relief at first. I hated the doctor, the male assistant, the female counselor. I couldn't believe they could continually be involved in killing. It was the worst experience I ever had.