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Welcome to our Testimony Directory Use the form below to find specific types of testimonies. You can also search by Country, State and Language. Click on the blue text below to read story. To watch video testimonies click here.
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Yesenia
NM, United States
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"Now I wanted a baby more than ever and, to make matters worse, I lost custody of my 3-year-old son. I completely lost myself in the world. I felt disgusted and so ashamed and no one knew. I planned to take my own life so many times but never had success. All I wanted was to die."
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Depression - Abortion and Suicide - Contraception - Multiple Abortions - Physical Problems After Abortion - Second trimester - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Nichole
NC, United States
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"I remember waking up feeling devastated, hoping it was a terrible nightmare, but also confused, empty, lost, broken, and shocked. I felt as though a piece of me was left at that cold, dead, hopeless place when I walked out that evening."
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Testimony Types - Attended Healing Program - Teen Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Yany
FL, United States
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"Having gotten that abortion was the single most selfish act that I have ever committed. I thank God that He has forgiven me. I hope that I can help women understand that a child's life is worth having to change one's plans."
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Testimony Types - First trimester - Teen Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Joi
NC, United States
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"I received no empathy or comfort. No hug, no nothing! I was confused, angry, and lonely. I felt low-down, and I couldn’t tell anyone. I asked God to forgive me, but I couldn’t forgive myself because, to me, it was unforgivable."
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Depression - Abortion and Suicide - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Lisa
TX, United States
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"I know God has forgiven me, but I have never forgiven myself. How could I have done that? Knowing how and what they did to my baby... what I did to my baby. "
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Broken Relationships - Abortion and Substance Abuse - Attended Healing Program - Teen Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Kelly
OH, United States
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"I'm still healing, and I think it’s because it's hard to tell people that I had an abortion. I feel the baby was a girl."
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Testimony Types - Teen Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Serena
IN, United States
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"People often say that a victim of rape wouldn’t want anything to do with a resulting child, that the baby would be a horrible reminder of what happened. For me, the abortion is my reminder of what could have been, a reminder that God had a purpose for my daughter."
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Substance Abuse - Attended Healing Program - Rape and Abortion - Teen Abortion - Women Who Chose Life - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Mara
IN, United States
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"I am loved and forgiven. I am worthy to be a wife and a mother someday, and I pray that God brings that favor upon me. I am redeemed. I am beautifully broken. I’m using my story to reach those who have sailed the same ship and prevent others from boarding it."
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Depression - Attended Healing Program - Rape and Abortion - Teen Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Cheryl
VA, United States
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I have been on both side of the debate--adamantly pro-choice (volunteering, marching) and now boldly pro-life (speaking, publishing, teaching, marching). God has been so kind to heal me completely, and I feel joy and all the other emotions more than ever before—freedom is awesome! And that's why I'm silent no more.
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Testimony Types - Attended Healing Program - Teen Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Regina
MT, United States
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"It wasn't until 2013, when I went to a Rachel's Vineyard retreat, that I had a major breakthrough. That is where I learned that God had completely forgiven me, and I chose to forgive myself. I had held myself hostage for over 30 years because of that horrible decision I made at 17."
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Broken Relationships - Abortion and Substance Abuse - Abortion Survivors - Attended Healing Program - Teen Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Emily
CO, United States
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"Once I was in the actual room, they gave me the opportunity to do an ultrasound. I declined, because I was afraid I wouldn't go through with it if I saw my baby. I regret that decision. I should have said yes."
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Depression - Attended Healing Program - Planned Parenthood - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Susan
MO, United States
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"I regret my abortion and wish I could go back and change the choices I made. But through God’s leading, I hope to find other women who are suffering from the guilt and shame of abortion and show them the path to forgiveness."
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Testimony Types - Attended Healing Program - First trimester - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Robin
NC, United States
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"There are some things in life that take your breath, some that take your words, some that take your will to live, and some that take your soul. On this occasion all of those feelings collided. What the abortion industry will never tell you is that you will forever be changed after having an abortion. You will leave the clinic empty of life, both the baby’s life and your own."
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Broken Relationships - Abortion and Depression - Attended Healing Program - Multiple Abortions - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Linda
VA, United States
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"Today, almost 26 years later, I still have so many relationship issues. But the worst is the loneliness and the loss of not having children in my life. All of my brothers and sisters have children, except me."
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Testimony Types - Attended Healing Program - Multiple Abortions - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Jamie
FL, United States
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"Laying on the table, I turned my face towards the wall, and I prayed silently. I said to God, 'God, this is not what I want. I'm sorry.' It was finished...From that day, I was never the same again."
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Broken Relationships - Abortion and Substance Abuse - Attended Healing Program - Coerced Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Mike
England, United Kingdom
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"Since the funeral I have felt free to talk openly about being a second generation abortion survivor, but I didn’t make a big thing of it—not until I realised that there were other abortion survivors around the world."
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Testimony Type - Abortion Survivors
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Marcia
IL, United States
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"There was no compassion, no understanding, and he was clearly not going to stop before it was too late for my baby. I regretted my abortion decision even before the vacuum suction procedure began."
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Testimony Types - Attended Healing Program - First trimester - Planned Parenthood - Rape and Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Noella
NH, United States
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"Tears and deep sadness well up, as I view an image of what was the gateway to dark experiences, which I have blocked out for decades."
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Substance Abuse - Physical Problems After Abortion - Saline Abortion - Second trimester - Teen Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Tracy
OH, United States
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"I contemplated suicide off and on. I was promiscuous and non-committal. I ran away emotionally from everything and was pretty afraid of everything and everyone. At one point I moved to Arizona in order to find a miracle to fix me. Problem was I had left everything and everyone I knew, and all I had left was me. And I hated me."
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Broken Relationships - Abortion and Depression - Abortion and Substance Abuse - Abortion and Suicide - First trimester - Teen Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Barbara
NY, United States
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"My boyfriend and I were on the phone, and he was crying as well. But neither of us could understand why we were crying - it didn't make sense. Everyone at the clinic encouraged us and told us this was the best decision. We never thought we were doing anything wrong. And that's the deception."
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Health - Attended Healing Program - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Terry
WI, United States
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"I now understand the sacredness of every life, and I want to come beside others struggling with the decision to have their babies. That is why I am silent no more."
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Health - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Susan
MO, United States
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"I was brought up in the Church, so I believed in God, but I felt so guilty, ashamed, and unworthy that I could not bring myself to even enter the Lord's house. I struggled silently for years, feeling unworthy and disgusted with myself. "
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Testimony Types - Attended Healing Program - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Crys
GA, United States
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"There were recovery chairs in the surgery room, but they were facing away from where the procedures being done. I felt like it was an assembly line of abortions. The doctor had to have done at least 50 that day, if not more."
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Depression - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Courtney
NC, United States
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"Shame, guilt, fear, and now hatred and sadness overtook me. Shame in myself and the shame I would feel if my parents found out about the abortion. Guilt for what I was now fully aware that I had done. Hatred of what I had become after making this most selfish decision. The depression was intense, and I just pushed through each day feeling sad and having no one to blame but myself."
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Depression - Planned Parenthood - RU486 - Teen Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Emily
MN, United States
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"Not a day goes by where I don’t come to tears due to the horrible mistake I’ve made. It has been the biggest regret of my life. The guilt continues to haunt me daily. The only choice I have is to give back and help save others from making the same horrible mistake."
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Depression - Abortion and Substance Abuse - Coerced Abortion - Teen Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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