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Welcome to our Testimony Directory Use the form below to find specific types of testimonies. You can also search by Country, State and Language. Click on the blue text below to read story. To watch video testimonies click here.
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Karan Lee
PA, United States
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My son was gone. I didn't know where he was. It tormented me. I started to have anxiety, bad dreams, and feared that I'd never be able to be loved by God. I blamed myself, as though I could have stood up to my mom or left the hospital. It was done when that doctor injected my baby stopping his heart. I sought God for years becoming born again at age 31.
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Substance Abuse - Forced Abortion - Saline Abortion - Teen Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Krista
OH, United States
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I don't want to be silent anymore because even after 16 years it hurts and I am constantly thinking of it. I want to heal, not forget! I want to remember my baby and not make it "okay" that it happened.
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Depression - Teen Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Bianca
CO, United States
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Now seeing the blessings of our children and God’s grace in blessing us, there’s no way I could ever do that again! I want to help others in knowing there are alternatives, there is help, This industry exploits women at their most desperate moments. This is why I will be silent no more. I don’t want girls and women to endure this abuse from their partners or the abortion industry.
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Broken Relationships - Multiple Abortions - RU486 - Teen Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Melissa
IL, United States
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During the abortions I had a mix of emotions of pity for the other women and girls who were there and at the same time judgement. I wonder if any of them felt the same way towards me.
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Depression - Attended Healing Program - Multiple Abortions - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Kimberly
AZ, United States
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I proceeded to get my pills and prescriptions and went home to “do the deed” I cried so much I felt so bad inside and couldn’t explain why. I took the pills anyway. Scared and feeling “too old to be a mother to yet another kid” I cried myself to sleep for days.
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Depression - First trimester - RU486 - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Jessica
MO, United States
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I cried in private. Everyone acted like abortion was normal, so I hid my true feelings. I rubbed my womb and talked to the little thing growing in me and apologized countless times beforehand.
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Depression - First trimester - Teen Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Paulette
IN, United States
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I remember trying to get off the table, and being held down, I was saying how badly it hurts, and crying out several time and them telling me to be quiet.. Afterwards I was completely empty, void of feeling or emotion... not numb, void. I left my boyfriend shortly after.
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Substance Abuse - Attended Healing Program - Second trimester - Teen Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Barbara
MO, United States
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I felt numb, I had to go to the abortion clinic by myself and I will never forget how scared I was and the pain I felt that day.
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Broken Relationships - Coerced Abortion - First trimester - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Francene
MA, United States
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The experience is difficult to describe, it causes me anxiety and sadness 45 years later. The experience to this day causes me sadness, crying, and depression and rumination. Sometimes I have to leave a room when a speaker talks about abortion.
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Broken Relationships - Abortion and Depression - Attended Healing Program - Coerced Abortion - First trimester - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Kathy
OH, United States
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Hope and healing from my 2 abortions took several years. The silence and putting it out of my mind swept up in waves of emotions I didn't understand. I'm so thankful that the truth is being brought into the light. I know that I know, I will see my children in Heaven! That God loves me, and that I am forgiven!
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Broken Relationships - Attended Healing Program - Late Term Abortion - Multiple Abortions - Saline Abortion - Teen Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Gebrel
ON, Canada
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I was numb throughout the experience and the sequel continued. Casually dating, having unprotected sex, and getting pregnant and having an abortion. All my friends where doing it, and I didn’t think it was a problem.
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Broken Relationships - Coerced Abortion - First trimester - Multiple Abortions - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Bettina
CA, United States
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I have known for a long time that God has forgiven me, but now I know my children have, too, which has allowed me to forgive myself.
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Depression - Abortion and Substance Abuse - Abortion and Suicide - Attended Healing Program - First trimester - Multiple Abortions - Planned Parenthood - Teen Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Carrol
GA, United States
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I never wanted an abortion, I was awake when they did it, it was a horrible experience. I could feel them pulling my baby out of my body. I cried the whole way home. I was extremely depressed afterwards.
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Depression - First trimester - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Klara
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I had my abortion because I was forced to by my mother. I tried to get help, but nobody would listen that she was going to make me kill my very wanted baby. I was 15 and I was pro-life, all my life.
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Substance Abuse - Forced Abortion - Second trimester - Teen Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Sue
MI, United States
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I have asked for forgiveness. I have received forgiveness. The empty hole has been filled with love. Jesus died on the cross so our sins would be forgiven. Jesus died on the cross so I would be forgiven, they were babies, they did have a soul, they were formed, they were life.
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Broken Relationships - Abortion and Depression - Multiple Abortions - Physical Problems After Abortion - Second trimester - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Dena
MS, United States
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It left a Scar on me for my ENTIRE LIFE. I Hurts So Bad to think of what I could have had. I never had any children of my own. The Scar from these Abortions have shackled me since 1981... I am Silent No More.....Let The Love for The Unborn live on Through you for YOU or Adoption.
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Broken Relationships - Coerced Abortion - Multiple Abortions - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Ingrid
TX, United States
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I remember pro-life protesters being outside with warning signs not to go through it. I regret not listening.
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Testimony Type - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Michelle
WI, United States
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I regret my abortion every day but through that tragedy many lives have been saved I believe. I have healed and want to tell others about how much abortion can do emotional and physical damage and that's why I am Silent No More.
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Broken Relationships - Coerced Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Brooke
NC, United States
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I paid someone to do this. Just because murder is easy does not mean it should be easily accessible or dismissed.
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Broken Relationships - Abortion and Depression - Abortion and Substance Abuse - First trimester - Multiple Abortions - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Jeanne
MA, United States
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It shames me anytime I talk about it. It’s not all about the baby I gave up on before it had a chance but more about the fact that I gave up on myself and took the “easy” way out. I was too scared about the consequences and I didn’t want to deal with it.
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Broken Relationships - Abortion and Depression - First trimester - Planned Parenthood - Teen Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Dawn
MD, United States
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We were so excited about our baby, but my mother felt different.
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Testimony Types - First trimester - Forced Abortion - Teen Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Carol
AZ, United States
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After 46 years it is a still a vivid memory, lying on a cold table in a heartless room. A room where my child died as well as my inner self. My son Matthew was vacuumed from my womb and like a freshly cleaned carpet; the footsteps of my sin were erased.
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Broken Relationships - Abortion and Depression - Abortion and Substance Abuse - Planned Parenthood - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Kathy Cosgrove
NY, United States
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Finally, one day by the grace of God I experienced a flashback of my abortion and went right back to the table where my baby was killed. It was at that point that I was finally able to begin to put the pieces of my life together.
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Broken Relationships - Attended Healing Program - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Brenda
AZ, United States
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I am also angry at how many people 'normalized' the experience. They said, it's okay, you'll get past it just like you do any bad event in life. Well, maybe some do, but I never did and carry a lot of guilt and anger.
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Broken Relationships - Forced Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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Hollie
CA, United States
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When the doctor took me into the procedure room, she asked me if I would like to see the ultrasound before we started. I will always remember that moment and regret it. I think that was the first-time reality really struck me and I came face to face with the fact that this was a real baby inside of me, and MY real baby. I remember thinking to myself that if I looked at that ultrasound, I would regret it for the rest of my life, if I saw it, it would be forever etched in my mind. So, I said no. To this day, I regret that immensely, because I realize now that if I had looked at that ultrasound, I may not have gone through with it.
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Testimony Types - Abortion and Broken Relationships - Abortion and Substance Abuse - Teen Abortion - Women Who Regret Their Abortions
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